things around here are good. good and shitty but what are ya gonna do. we're trying to work it out i guess, i mean i did something bad too, not as bad but still. i lost 10 pounds in less than a week, i look good atleast. i went back to work and am so exhausted. I have to put things back together now, i have to pull it the fuck together for myself. yeah we're still together can you believe it? i was wrong and he was wrong and now we have to go from here. i must really love this asshole and he must really love me.

anyway, just wanted to say thanks again for your support ya'll, i wish you guys lived here then i would have someone to hang out with lol.