lust
the biggest test of a commitment
how quickly we fall
under it's spell
spacing out every memory
every hurt
every laugh
my face
your face
suddenly just don't matter

she did this to you
i did this to you
you did this to me
we're fools
reaching out for the golden cup
despite the mountain of gold and diamonds all around us
4 of cups
in the tarot pile

why do you live in the past
can't you see what's right in front of you
don't you love me
didn't you think of me
didn't you miss me at all

3 years just vanished right before my eyes
with no word or warning
you get on your knees, you cry and you grab at me
you know that you fucked up
and i know that i fucked up
and we both agree
it was not worth it
but what's done is done and there is no going back

i loved you
you loved me
we loved ourselves
more.