Song: Jaci Velasquez- I will rest in you.

I will be 27 ding dang dag nabbit years old on Wednesday. I am so old, and i have a frown line and a smile line. I'm determined to make this year a year of spiritual growth and just get myself together. I managed to let go of things that were no longer to my benefit this year so i'm heading in the right direction.

As far as Tom goes, i wrote him a letter telling him exactly how i feel and a little about my past. I think it's something he should know before we waste anymore time. Hopefully he will be touched by it and know me a little better.

I got a nice little reality check the other day, my lights were shut off. The payment got there late after being late already and now i'm scared to spend any money at all! I don't even want to eat because i don't want to spend money. Sad huh? I was very sad and now i'm on the budget of all budgets let me tell you. It's so hard living on my own but i'm not going to give up.