andre and i broke up on monday, or rather i broke up with him. i'm not as sad as i thought i would be because i have been mentally preparing myself for this for quite some time. he's very sad and things are weird right now. he will never give me the things i want even though i know he truly loves me, so i have to move on. now i have to find a place to live. something is about to happen for me, something good and if i don't leave i'll miss it. i just know it. i would not have left him if i didn't feel so strongly about it.